I know where I am, who I am, and what I’m experiencing. What comes next is dreaming up who I wish to be and where I want to go. This is what I call “Living Abundantly Ever After”!
In my planning I thought about what I want to Release, Restore, Reclaim and Rebirth. At the heart of this journey is Sacred Wellness Alchemy™ and my intention is to walk each pathway with intention so that at the end of this journey, I am the woman I wish to be.
As I thought about the things I want to accomplish or change, I realized these are the things I’ve always wanted… so why haven’t I?
What’s been holding me back? Besides things in life happening it came down to 2 main things or categories: support (or lack thereof) and me. I’ve gotten so close to seeing my dreams come true and then major things happened. Injuries, relationships, moving, accidents… life was doing it’s thing and I adjusted.
Day One helped me to see it’s not that I’ve failed, I’ve had to respond to life and as a party of one with limited support, it’s hard to truly. move though certain things without set backs.
At my big age, I don’t want to waste any more time on things that aren’t for me, that don’t work… but most importantly, I don’t want to waste any more time not realizing I can do anything. Fear cannot be a factor that shows up to my own detriment.
I’ve had enough people playing in my face, wasting my time I don’t need to be my own downfall either.
This time around, I know it will be harder because my life is different, but I am more motivated now to rise above all the fear, insecurities, limiting beliefs and whatever else has been standing in my way. Before I start the journey, I want to spend time creating a guide to overcoming obstacles so I can be prepared for whatever pops up.
And I am working through so much internal stuff, but I am making progress and the rest I took in May has served me well. I’m glad I allowed myself to just rest and reflect because I needed it to find my way back to center and it inspired me to start this journey.
I’m not going to share what my goals are here. I’ve written them in my journal and they are etched into my heart and soul. I will share that I am absolutely clear on what I desire for my life, relationships, and myself.
Now that I am clear on what I’d like to accomplish, I set up trackers and my schedule to create space for me to accomplish these things while also allowing for flexibility and not pressuring myself.
Instead of daily updates, I think I will do weekly and share reflections on my progress. I would love to do this with a group so we can keep each other inspired and have some accountability too.
It’s time for me to resurrect myself into the most powerful, bold, Jovhannah there is! I have a destiny to fulfill and spirit is telling me it’s beyond time to show up in all my power and glory! So let’s work!